I.think.therefore.i.am

21012010

2010-01-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

Officially broke up with you 2 months plus.
and you're with her right now.

do you know my heart is stil pain when i looking all the pictures of u and her
you supposed with me
you was belong to me
I was the one who own your love.

Now, we just like a stranger.
we were so close and so in love.
we went thru so much thing.
i know its over.
when you said goodbye.
all left is memories
maybe u it doesn;t mean anything to u and u already erase it
but I still keep it.

sigh..
i wish i could move on.
but i just dont know why i cant.
I wonder why u so mean to me?
why i just cant stop care and miss you?

alvin tan.
alvin tan.
i used to called you like this when you were my admirer.

dear..
I used to called you this because you're my dearest.

my name is bii..
you said b4 its like no different with all of my frens if you call me bi as well
but end up
you decided called me bii too but for you bii mean babe to you for me.

dear.. i miss u.

a silent wishes

2009-05-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to you

I wish to do many thing for today
I've planned for very earlier for today
I was very fan and care today

but in the end, the only thing I can do is wishing with silently to you at here.

Happy Birthday To You.

Guest blogger . baby jac again

2008-12-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
=D

paisei
kecoh agian
I'm too boring here
I'm doing nothing here
Yup! I know I suppose to do revision for my final exam now
But I'm no mood with it so

aaarrrgggghhhhhhhhh
I miss the blog owner super gaogao here!!
I'm worrying about the blog owner so much
He is super busy recently, everyday work like hell
= (

Dear ar Dear,
Please drink more water
and dont forget have your meal when you're hungry
Must take good care yourself
Dont get sick, please...

Your my smile when I'm sad,
My light in the dark,
The Beat of my heart,
My world, My dream, My everything and more.
You're the most important for me in my life.

by jacqueline @ baby jac

Path to nowhere.

2008-12-08T22:47:00.006+08:00

I almost lost the will to talk or to breath. There's a path which will lead to no where, yet I still put my first step onto it. Walking under the rain. It's raining everyday, it's freezing and cold, but sometimes it's the cold which brings back the life in me. Pulling me back onto the path where there're two pair of footsteps. It's you.

Days Days Days

2008-12-03T04:14:00.003+08:00

Two days ago, I went out with my baby girl to Red Island Cafe to help her study for her coming exam, photography. I studied it before when I was in college, but it was a few years back, forgotten everything. Stayed there for quite some time. That's just the 1st session, the second tuition class started at 9pm in Old Town Cafe to continue studying the rest of it. I didn't help much, but just trying my best to explain, somehow it's entering my brains without me knowing it.

Thennnnnn, baby girl ask me to help her check the wind pressure in her tires, and these are the results;

Front: 47/210
Back: 76/230

I know EXACTLY you're thinking right now....

O H M Y G O D

1 day ago

Finally the long awaited time as come....

My 2nd wife, Toyota Vios 1.5G Spec 06/07 got it around 1pm just in front of my mom's office. It's not brand new (2nd hand infact); but to be frank I love the old facelift instead of the new Vios. No offense to New Vios facelift owner, but to me it looks like a flower horn fish. I really have to thank my baby girl and her cousin's husband Martin for helping a lot to get the beloved car. My parents who supported me as well. SUPRISINGLY, they didn't ask much or go against it. I'm feel pretty blessed.

Then I met up with baby girl after that, ate in Jusco while studying with her, she make me in this exam mode which I didn't have long long time ago. So, I took the photography mid exam with her. Luckily TAR is not so strict and they didn't check. It was fun! Brings back the memories when I used to be in college. Well, hopefully we pass with flying COLORS!

Team Impact

My dear sifu Joey asked me to join his car club, just going to enter the forum and have a look, make new friends maybe? Haha! This is the link anyway http://www.team-impact.com.my/

W.H.Y

2008-11-27T05:02:00.006+08:00

What's running through my mind right now? Hundreds of questions.

All this questions I keep to myself. Some of them I question myself.
Why is things so complicated at times? Why I can't do anything?

Why this? Why that?

Why does the word 'W.H.Y' exist? The only reason I can think of is because of curiousity.
All I know is every questions which have 'why' starts with question with 'why'.
Maybe 'why' isn't a very good word to put in a question.

I sound like a philosopher now; it's just what it's my mind at this very moment.

I rest my case.

Memories I treasure.

2008-11-27T00:14:00.004+08:00

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,
the things you are,
the things you never want to lose.

Have not been blogging for the pass few days; I have a good reason for it. I have been busy creating new memories with my baby girl. For the past few days, since we have our 1st month celebration, it's been so sweet every single day. There're always some difficulties in a relationship. I have fair share of mine. Believing there's always a path we can walk through when there's a dead end. All I can say is thank you because you my baby girl chose to walk the path with me.

Been watching the SAW again. No, I'm not crazy or mentally insane. Not for for the gore seriously, it's not like Rambo 5 where you can see blood every corner in the screen. I just love the movie for the storyline they have. I'm not going to spoil the story and twist here for you; but it's one of the movie that's worth watching. Our dear country don't allow SAW series to be released here (due to the level of violent and gore) but if you're interested try to download it from torrents. I'm waiting for the dvdrip for SAW 5, I have the urge to download the video cam quality, but watching it is like cumming out pre-mature spe*m. So, I shall wait. (cries*) Take my warning, it's really NOT for the weak hearted.

Here's the premise for the movie :

The series revolves around John Kramer, dubbed by the media the "Jigsaw Killer", a dying man who kidnaps a series of victims and places them in deadly, elaborate traps designed to test them and give them an opportunity to repent their former lifestyles, in which Jigsaw feels that they took their lives for granted. Each concludes with a twist ending that wraps things up, but also creates more questions to be answered in the following film.

How much blood could you shed to stay alive?

Tale In The Silence

2008-11-22T04:53:00.017+08:00

Yeap, that’s me… Resting on my girl’s hand.

This is my 1st post, I really have loads to write, but I don't know how to write it out. I have seen lots of interesting blogs, I’m still so confused with the layout and all. Using my gf's blog as a guideline. There's a link to it if you mouse over. I suck big time in HTML codes, so making a very unique blog is mission impossible for me. So I use what basic tool they have for noobs like me.

Blogging is something really new to me, I take it as a way to express my feelings out. I really think poems makes everything sounds beautiful. Enjoy. More to come... getting sleepy now.

You see inside my heart,

You live inside my brain

You read my every thought,

You know my deepest pain.

I do not know you're reading,

I haven't met you yet,
But you know me so completely,
All through the internet.

My life is all revealed,

Layed open and layed bare,

You can leaf through every page,

And I won't really care.

It's like a book,

It's parts of me.

I give them out for all to see.

It's like a book,

the life of me,

I give them out,

It's all for free.

So, come on in,
and have a look,

Get to know me in this way,

Only half a friendship,

But, really, that's OK.

There's something really IMPORTANT I want to tell her.
my dear darling

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

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