W.H.Y

What's running through my mind right now? Hundreds of questions.

All this questions I keep to myself. Some of them I question myself.
Why is things so complicated at times? Why I can't do anything?

Why this? Why that?

Why does the word 'W.H.Y' exist? The only reason I can think of is because of curiousity.
All I know is every questions which have 'why' starts with question with 'why'.
Maybe 'why' isn't a very good word to put in a question.

I sound like a philosopher now; it's just what it's my mind at this very moment.

I rest my case.

Memories I treasure.

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,
the things you are,
the things you never want to lose.

Have not been blogging for the pass few days; I have a good reason for it. I have been busy creating new memories with my baby girl. For the past few days, since we have our 1st month celebration, it's been so sweet every single day. There're always some difficulties in a relationship. I have fair share of mine. Believing there's always a path we can walk through when there's a dead end. All I can say is thank you because you my baby girl chose to walk the path with me.

Been watching the SAW again. No, I'm not crazy or mentally insane. Not for for the gore seriously, it's not like Rambo 5 where you can see blood every corner in the screen. I just love the movie for the storyline they have. I'm not going to spoil the story and twist here for you; but it's one of the movie that's worth watching. Our dear country don't allow SAW series to be released here (due to the level of violent and gore) but if you're interested try to download it from torrents. I'm waiting for the dvdrip for SAW 5, I have the urge to download the video cam quality, but watching it is like cumming out pre-mature spe*m. So, I shall wait. (cries*) Take my warning, it's really NOT for the weak hearted.


Here's the premise for the movie :

The series revolves around John Kramer, dubbed by the media the "Jigsaw Killer", a dying man who kidnaps a series of victims and places them in deadly, elaborate traps designed to test them and give them an opportunity to repent their former lifestyles, in which Jigsaw feels that they took their lives for granted. Each concludes with a twist ending that wraps things up, but also creates more questions to be answered in the following film.

How much blood could you shed to stay alive?

Tale In The Silence

Yeap, that’s me… Resting on my girl’s hand.

This is my 1st post, I really have loads to write, but I don't know how to write it out. I have seen lots of interesting blogs, I’m still so confused with the layout and all. Using my gf's blog as a guideline. There's a link to it if you mouse over. I suck big time in HTML codes, so making a very unique blog is mission impossible for me. So I use what basic tool they have for noobs like me.

Blogging is something really new to me, I take it as a way to express my feelings out. I really think poems makes everything sounds beautiful. Enjoy. More to come... getting sleepy now.

You see inside my heart,

You live inside my brain

You read my every thought,

You know my deepest pain.

I do not know you're reading,

I haven't met you yet,
But you know me so completely,
All through the internet.

My life is all revealed,

Layed open and layed bare,

You can leaf through every page,

And I won't really care.

It's like a book,

It's parts of me.

I give them out for all to see.

It's like a book,

the life of me,

I give them out,

It's all for free.

So, come on in,
and have a look,

Get to know me in this way,

Only half a friendship,

But, really, that's OK.

There's something really IMPORTANT I want to tell her.
my dear darling

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

I

HEART

YOU

!